Mi Loca Amada

 

The full moon scares me,

and always has.

I become a dropped plate 

shattering along its reflected lines. 

Bless the rainy night,

the wet leaf drip of solace.

Thick clouds hide me

burrow-minded from the mad moon.

My fear of what it might do,

or cause me to do, leaves me w(e)ary.

For tonight I am safe,

there is no moon, but mi  loca amada, no stars either. 

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for What's Going On? "The Night Sky"

Music: Snow Get You To The Moon

 

Crotalus Aquilus

 

The thing in my hair was not there

when I was a child--

only the breeze.

You cannot pet it, it will only

hunker down, hiding.

I am never lonely, but long to be.

Sometimes it slithers down my arms

to my fingers

and lays eggs inside.

(They turn to stone,

change flesh to bone.)

In my belly, its basket swells

with the things it saves--

a crowded hell.

"Look at the fat old lady, dropping things!"

the children call.

The thing in my hair bites their ball.

At night the thing whispers, nips,

draws blood and memories,

worries, fits.

(At dawn it dies and sleeps

wrapped like a hobble around my feet.)

Play a flute and see it risen as a Christ

undulating, swaying

in a mockery of praying

Above my head, a permanent rotten halo

unasked-for, inevitable,

whispering, "You are beautiful,

(Senora, like the setting sun,

mi viejo.")

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for The Sunday Muse #177

mi viejo = "my old one"

Crotalus Aquilus = Queretaro dusky rattlesnake, a venomous pit viper found at high altitude in Mexico.