A man has built a model railroad
and on this model railroad it is forever 1952 or 1961 or 1970
it is impossible to be sure.
Time is not linear, but the track on the model railroad is.
Does the railroad exist outside of time?
of morality?
of the intentions and designs of God?
Most of the model railroad is made of plastic or painted foam.
There is a miniature ice cream shop.
The man longs to visit the ice cream shop,
or to somehow roll himself into the tiny bowling alley.
The oval of the model railroad returns to itself again and again.
The man wishes to return to himself
and so has built a model railroad.
His wife has built an elaborate dollhouse.
"You cannot do that," says the man.
"I have done it," says his wife.
A man moves into his model railroad town.
His wife moves into her dollhouse.
They call out to each other occasionally.
Shay's Word Garden (Poetry & Such Like)
Reanimated Lavender Granola Switchblade Nun rides again.
Monday, September 28, 2026
Sunday, September 27, 2026
Meal
we know you're hungry.
everybody's hungry.
food looks good, yeah?
you, not so much.
food is steaming straight from the oven.
you, not so much.
we appreciate you helping in the kitchen.
we're pretty much improv, winging it, playing by ear.
you actually know what you're about.
Huh.
dinner's at six.
bad break, it's already eight.
we know you're hungry
everybody's hungry
even though we eat and eat and still want more
even though you want more but there isn't any.
everybody wants more
but you know it in your bones--
the more is for us.
Saturday, September 26, 2026
Uncle Richie
"I was digging a grave when God spoke to me," Uncle Richie said
while pushing me on a swing, making the world veer crazily.
"I told Him, 'I'm working. What's so important?' "
Uncle Richie was lying on his side on the laminate, adding another Lego
to our castle's tower when he added, "He told me that wanting love
but believing I had never had it, was like sandpaper against my heart."
I thought about that while offering Theodore Bruin some tea,
though the teacup was empty. "Sometimes you have to pretend,"
I said to Uncle Richie where he sat, knees higher than my play table.
"I was digging a grave for a woman named Helen Mendenhall,"
Uncle Richie continued as we lay on the fragrant lawn while the sun went down.
"She was wonderful--quiet, self-contained, unavailable. My type."
"What if God is like Theodore Bruin?" I asked Uncle Richie
when he paused from reading Frog and Toad Are Friends to me at bedtime.
He looked sad so I held out Teddy. "Your type! You can have him if you want!"
Uncle Richie leaned in and hugged me, with Theodore between us.
Then he closed the book, got up, looked back once and winked.
"Love ya Uncle Richie," I said. "Yeah," he said, and left the door ajar.
Friday, September 25, 2026
Crows
There are crows, like poppy seeds on a bun.
There are trees at the edge of a meadow
like the hairs on the head of a girl sitting in algebra class.
The girl is not popular but can perform bird calls.
Along the classroom windows, crows.
Class is disrupted, the janitor dispatched to break up the pageantry.
Bakers have befriended the crows. They give them
buns and laudatory anthems that the bakers sing.
The girl becomes a baker.
At the school, algebra class devolves into boredom and ruin.
The crows call an assembly at which they crown the girl Crow Queen.
Each student is given a marble.
All of them become bakers.
There continue to be crows, like poppy seeds on a bun,
like bakers at their work, strutting and whistling in the dawn.
Thursday, September 24, 2026
Henry
A woman gives birth to Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
except this time he has a hard shell and feelers.
"Write something," says the woman to her newborn monster.
The infant is placed in a terrarium with rocks and alphabet blocks.
The woman feeds him pancakes with some sort of unidentified berries.
Poems begin to appear, scrawled in the condensation on the walls.
Literary journals from all over clamor to reject the newborn's work.
However, a servant surreptitiously releases the babe into a local pond.
In the fullness of time, in the mud, this: "The day is done and darkness falls
From the wings of night."
Wednesday, September 23, 2026
The Child of the Future
I walk in and The Man of the Past is sitting at my desk
dandling The Child of the Future on his knee.
"Five tickets, five dollars," he sings out.
This is a child, perhaps even mine, and my mother bone activates.
"You can't raffle off The Child of the Future!"
"I can and I am," says The Man of the Past.
The Child of the Future has a scruff of beard,
is six feet if he's an inch and clearly works out.
He is well past dandling age.
"Five tickets, five dollars," The Man of the Past yodels.
The Child of the Future leans over and bites off The Man of the Past's head,
torso, and legs in sequence, then belches and stands up.
"Manners," I say automatically.
The Child of the Future calls me "bro" on his way out
and lets the cat escape despite the post-it on the door saying not to.
Tuesday, September 22, 2026
Bonhomie
There is a funeral for a thing that was never alive
and so they had to create and then kill it. "Hold still," they advised it. "Don't you want what we are trying to give you? You don't seem to know who your friends are." Such bonhomie is rare, especially during the commission of a homicide. Finally the thing lay still, like a word on the tip of a tongue. There is a funeral, and at the funeral, weeping. "We gave it life, yet in return it only cursed us." Afterward, there are cakes and cookies, and hearty bonhomie.
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