I was playing cards against my own poem, penny a trick
and
had
lost
thousands.
"I brought you into this world," I began,
but she turned into a fog of lemon-fresh Glade,
then to a tiger wearing a bell,
and sat there smiling at me like a dime store Buddha.
She had the keys to me, that's the trouble,
and took them with her when she went.
Strangers know me backward and forward
and I can only stammer at them, clueless and dizzy.
She turns me to a gawky bird standing in the sawdust on one leg
while she builds her house around me.
I am password protected, listed on the National Registry
and greenies stick spikes in me so she can't cut me down.
I lay an ace and she
spreads out a peacock fan of kings and queens,
Russians and Persians,
lilacs and shade-loving violets.
I am playing cards with my own poem, stanza a hand,
and
I
am
broke
but a newer poem brings me coffee, licks my ear
winds his slender self around me like a climbing vine as I
sweetly purr, "and I can take you out of it."
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For Word Garden Word List -- T S Eliot.
Music: Josiah Bell Change In The Weather

