Reanimated Lavender Granola Switchblade Nun rides again.
Friday, January 7, 2011
Life Story
Lightning struck the tree--
Mama blamed me,
But she couldn't find my trialsome ass
Cos one block of blackened wood looks much like the next.
So, I slipped the strike in my pocket
And took up smoking,
Kissed the girl next door--
She was older,
Invited me in,
Shut the door,
And I grew up like a gypsy in her jewelry box--
Hers and a dozen others more.
Years later, another light came out of Heaven,
And I sobered up--
Quit cursing during grace,
Or wearing fishnets on the church steps;
Tried the straight and narrow ways
For a while,
Crocodile.
Now I live in a bower made of books;
I whisk words with the places I've been and haven't been--
I spend my days out on the porch,
And after dark, I'm in.
I kiss my finger when I've cut it on a page-edge;
My dog sticks close to home.
The old strike is still there,
Kept between my writing chair
And the window where I watch the dandelion seeds
And river reeds.
My remaining life lies just beyond,
It might be wise or unwise,
But what it so certainly is,
Is exquisitely,
Deliciously,
My own.
_________
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Yes! Yes! Yes! Whatever you do, wherever you go, it is yours!
ReplyDeleteWonderful affirmation, Shay! It does my heart good to see someone embrace life so wholeheartedly - it shows me there's still hope for the world, even if it's just one person at a time.
ReplyDelete"Trialsome ass." Snicker.
ReplyDeleteDelicious!
ReplyDeleteSome perfect lines here--just perfect--this one reads like eating Ghiradelli chocolate, dark and sweet and rich. (yeah, I'm dieting, and I admit I may be biased about chocolate being better than money or eternal life, but still...)
ReplyDeleteThis is my favorite: "Now I live in a bower made of books;/I whisk words with the places I've been and haven't been--" Keep on cooking, woman.
I love this one so much, most especially the ending - yes, it is your own, and after all the heartbreak, isnt it wonderful to arrive at that place in our lives? Keep on cooking, indeed. Fabulous from-the-heart-of-Shay poem.
ReplyDeleteBut what it so certainly is,
ReplyDeleteIs exquisitely,
Deliciously,
My own.
You couldn't know how much I needed to read this today.
Dammit girl, this is beautiful :-)
ReplyDeletefirst to lines say it all.
ReplyDelete"Bower of Books"
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Very nice indeed.. another keeper.
ReplyDeleteSpeechless. Thank you. Intuitively flowing words.
ReplyDelete"Is exquisitely,
ReplyDeleteDeliciously,
My own." -- what more could a soul ask for than to honor the whole of who we are.
Beautiful, Shay.
Love that ending - and so true. It's yours for the asking.
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