A memory came to me, riding in a wagon
pulled by a baboon. Sick and white-faced,
this memory asked for a glass of vinegar
and told me in Spanish that the baboon was a doctor.
"She can cure you," the memory assured me
in a terrible cross-saw voice. "I'm not sick," I
insisted, but the memory barked, balancing
a world on its nose like a seal and said, "You are dead already."
This world spun on a wash of wine, yellow and sour,
and was no world of mine. "Listen, horrid seaside ghost,
ashes can never be castles again, and you don't exist."
That's when the sick, dying, putrescent memory-thing
bit me in the heart, and laughing, threw back its head as if hanged.
There was nothing the baboon doctor could do,
and seeing this, she hocked my memory and gave
me the ticket, saying, "Swap me your forgiveness,"
but I injected her with roaring fury and beat her to death
with my empty heart.
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for Word Garden Word List--Giovanni's Room
Music: Men At Work Down By The Sea
I love how differ each of your poems are - you are a true story teller and there are so many striking images here - thank you also for your kind comment at mine
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DeletePowerful and almost frightening piece, Shay. The things that haunt us do try very hard to possess us, and the sickness is always just a moment of weakness away. Fortunately, or not, so is the rage, and more usefully, the grace that cured us in the first place. Just stunning writing, my friend.
ReplyDeleteI am always astonished at the worlds your words create: more vivid and somehow more true than the pale air we daily push through ~
ReplyDeleteFlat flippin' fabulous. And fierce. How do you do it? You have this poetry thing on a wholenutherlevel.
ReplyDeleteI wish I were so adroit at crushing my skulls. But then the baboon doctor wouldn't show up with her cart of shores.
ReplyDeleteWhat Jennifer said. Amazing stories, imagery, and words only you can weave together in just this way. This one made me stop breathing as I read. So good.
ReplyDeleteWhat powerful imagery! You really took me by surprise with that ending! The baboon doctor was definitely a quack!
ReplyDeleteThere are so many memories in me that try to keep me sick. It is hard to escape them. This is a dark, intense poem. I feel it, at times I'm living it. Powerful poetry with just as powerful imagery.
ReplyDeleteVery James Baldwin-ish in energy & flavor, if not in imagery, the sweet sour sickness of memory that never dissipates until it is beaten to death "with an empty heart." So good, Shay.
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